The year 2011 has been a year of lessons well overdue. I don’t even know where to start! I’ve seen a lot, heard a lot, believed a lot, gained a lot, lost a lost, loved a lot and learnt from all of it!

Seen: Twitter trends rise and fall (#thoughtsduringsex was my favourite); endless journeys across the UK; young adults claim to be grown and proving how far from it they are; true colours; one rainbow; the lovely land of Ibiza; one nephew born; the rising interests of blogs; myself grow physically in a way I could have never predicted!

Heard: Many arguements; many false promises; “I Love You”; “you’re pregnant”; nearly every episode of SDTV (@ScottyUnfamous); Machel Montana – Advantage; My unborn babys heart beat; how many relationships have fallen apart; myself cry more times than I can remember doing in any previous year!

Believed: In him; in us; false promises; the possibility of the world ending next year (don’t judge me); I could be civil; I was doing the best thing; but mainly, I’ve believed in me and got shit done as it needs to be

Gained: some realization; better self worth; a new flat; more work experience; more life experience; a dislike for drunk people (maybe just because I can’t drink); and a tiny life growing inside of me ♥

Lost: My best friend; my boyfriend; fake friends; a job; my patience; my mind (I found it again!); my friendship with alcohol; money (real pissed); and my lovely blessed Grandad – RIP ♥

Loved: A lot; someone not worthy; someone who never appreciated it; my mummy more than I realised; my holiday to Ibiza – happiest I’ve been in a long time; chocolate cake, pancakes, fry ups, carrots & sweetcorn; and mainly feeling my baby kick ♥

Learnt: People change; love hurts; never regret – everythings a learning experience; Sometimes the wrong choices can lead to the right places; no one is forever – some people just last longer than others; Things could be worse; If it can’t be changed, smile & don’t bother stressing – it still won’t change and you won’t feel any better!